Unfinished 2

I'm at the edge looking over....
Into a deep wide vast body of unclear waters.
My enemies are drawing near
I look back.....
My eyes are filled with fear...
Do i stay and fight, loose myself to the once love dears
or jump to an unknown territory
drown in a ocean filled with unclear tears.

Unfinsihed 1

His hazel eyes are forever changing
His hidden smile comes to surface upon his gaze of me
His sense of humor rocks an unshakable mountain
Like a water fountain, his words pour out at the press of a button
His skin marked with ink to show his pain, passion, and pleasures of life
His seasoned life shows his experience with his salt and pepper hair
and the fading there of it.

SMH

Is this a Pit Stop
Do you really want this thing to end?
Is your heart so broken
That my presence and love
Can not help it to mend

Every action is a choice and a decision
we have and yet to make
Dont let your action be a choice and or decision
That was to late.

To Be or Not to Be

I rather be in love, love and be loved
I rather smile, be happy, joyous everyday
I rather sing, be at peace and laugh
Than..........

To wonder did i make the right decision
To not be in love
To not have loved that person
To not have that person love me
to frown, be sad, lonely every waking day
When the person that filled all of those things
was right in your face. That you chose to let wash; fade away

You've Won

I'm almost tired of fight
A fight that i might not last to the finish
My Army's very strong, not easily diminished

But am I fighting a loosing battle?
Could this thing be possibly won
Should I keep on going or...
Be over with it done!

My ammunition is running low
But I'm still coming strong
I break through your walls
Turn around pickup and reload
There before stands a bigger and greater wall

My strategic maneuvers are no longer working,
You've got old and new allies on your side now
All i have is ME!!

The fight is UNFAIR now
I'm crying, becoming weak
I'm running back, turning my head
yelling RETREAT!!!

The Battles over
YOU'VE WON!!!!

I'M BEAT!!!

HIs Presence

He proved that the color of your skin, is just that.... the color of your skin
His hazel eyes (brown with a hint of green to be exact), big, bright, and beautiful lined with a nights sky
could stare deep past your soul like a pond with gold fish and you are frozen staring at your reflection.
hypnotized.......Infatuated with the eyes of he.

The drum he beats is the same of his heart.
Strong,and steady...Music. His rhythmic notions, captures, enslaves; moving in a trans like stage. seducing the body.
Infatuated with the strength of he

As i lie, i see, i hear, i feel, i touch...the passion that comes from inside, fills me without hesitation..i am infatuated with the presence of he,,,

His smile shows from ear to ear. Hs lips move. the words he speak
My ears listen, knees become weak.
Infatuated with words of he.

Infatuated with the presence of he.

Already Been Known

Why am i sitting by the phone, hoping you will call.....
When in actuality, I'm the last thing on your mind...
Why do i get all googly inside, whenever i hear your voice, see your face, or speak your name...
Why is it that all i want to do is please you, make you feel important, show you that i care, and try my hardest to be there.........

BUT IT'S NOT ENOUGH!!!!!!!!

You think you want more than what i give....
You want more that you have.
Your searching for something in a beginning stage of whats called an UNKNOWN
And what you have in front of your face is GENUINE  and thats already been known.